My feelings and thoughts collaborated with each other on controlling me. But I negotiated with them ( yes, they're as alive as you and I) and decided that they can only control what I write.
Friday, September 12, 2014
Goodbye!
After he got shot in the head
Gaddafi became bloody then dead.
Then Libyans came out to celebrate
And thanked the rebels that were great.
We don't know very well
But let's just hope he went to hell.
And just another fact to know
Gaddafi's son got killed also.
Some will think his death is vicious
But to Libyans, it's precious.
Gaddafi got shot
By the weapons that he bought.
To many of whom
Thought of this to be his doom?
I hope that this protest
Is meant for Libya's best!
Oct. 20, 2011
Another one of my poems that I wrote during the Libyan Revolution of 2011. I remember the day Gaddafi died, and it was the first time ever in my life to be happy due to someone's death!!! I was very passionate about the revolution.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Libya Forever
Oh, Libya and Tripoli
Don't you worry
Victory will inshallah come soon
Either it's tonight or at noon
Allah helped us with all his might
And our men will fight
History will remember when
Gaddafi's so called men
Surrounded Tripoli for many days
And treated us in such ways
Also, when our people tried
To stay calm when their brothers & sisters died
Gaddafi said to
Libyans, " Who are you?"
We showed him who we are
By putting up the flag with our special star
Oh, Libya my country
You and your people are mighty
A poem I wrote during the February 17 Revolution. I was 13 at the time....
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
A Failed Revolution ?!
By Nuha Dadesh
When a regime or a government oppresses
its people, a revolution occurs. Generally, a revolution's objective is an
improved, prosperous nation. Its aftermath, though, leaves people regretting it
at times.
The February 17 Revolution had Libyans
untied at one time. However, as the riots came to an end, corruption,
lawlessness, and separation began. Chaos and confusion are expected considering
the humongous change in the country, but after nearly three years, a resolution
should have been put into place.
Many are debating if the Libyan revolution
in 2011 is a failure. There are several factors that make some consider it a
failure, and each one played a big role in the collapse of the rebellion.
It
all went downhill when the phrase " Forgive and forget" lost its
meaning. When it was obvious that Gaddafi was becoming powerless, a quantity of
his loyalists began to support the revolution. Although their crimes were
well-known, they were still welcomed with joyous smiles as
"brothers". Another thing that lost its value is the word
"Thuwar," which means rebels in Arabic. Some men that slept cozily
under their blankets during the six months of fighting, were later given
non-earned respect and admiration. In addition, freedom was new to Libyans,
since it was not known for over four decades. Many abused it; thinking it meant
that you could do what you want, when you want, where you want, and how you
want! What an enormous slip-up it was that liberty was not offered in a limited
amount.
A numerous amount of citizens were
gleefully ready to start building a better Libya. However, they found out
shortly after that many enjoyed it being corrupt and lawless. The awful and
shocking character traits of many began to appear.
Hatred and bitterness. Selfishness.
Revenge! Being somewhat successful didn't give an idol image, but meant that
they were not better than you. Humbleness usually was seen as a weakness, thus
creating an ostentatious society. The " United we stand, divided we fall"
motto was not followed. It seems that everyone is just trying to make it on
their own in this land due to the lack of service from the so called
government. Finally, it's as if all the forgiveness was poured at the end of
the revolution and none of it is left in Libya. Pay back became a common tactic
among the residents. Instead of the mutual negative vibes, consciousness and
piousness should be gained for a better, happier society
Racism and double standards! The
discrimination is usually towards dark
skinned people. The word "Abed," which means slave in Arabic, is a
common slur used by Libyan folks while mentioning blacks. Moreover, men and
women are treated and looked upon very differently. For instance, a Libyan man
smoking is considered normal, but a Libyan woman smoking is considered a
taboo.* In conclusion, there are loads of
backward subjects that need to be discussed and worked out.
"Some people are so open minded,
their brains fell out." A majority of the population desires modernization,
but some have the wrong picture of what it is like to be modernized. In
particular, there is a trend that portrays if you are not religious or you
practice religion as least as possible, then that means you are modernized. Hopefully,
one day Libya will get to see the true definition of renewal.
More
than half of the Libyan population are hypocrites, and that's just an estimated
guess by me. The hypocrites of Libya that the world gets a chance to see are
the politicians that openly lie on air without any sense of guilt; criticizing
Gaddafi and his sons robbing Libya of its luxuries while they do the same.
Depression spreads around almost as fast
as the gossip, rumors, and lies here. The constant power and water cuts, gas
crisis, slow Internet, poor education, robberies, kidnappings, lack of
security, worthless elections, weekly
assassinations, bad healthcare, apathy, no happy spirit, and lack of respect create
genuine pleasant smiles rare.
As a final point, we can only hope and
look on the bright side for so long. It's time to start building a better
homeland and creating/being a better society.
* Smoking is harmful whether you're a man
or a woman. This is just an example of sexism in Libya.
A Nation Seeking Happiness. :)
By Nuha Dadesh
Undeterred by the fact that Libya has been
suppressed under a dictatorship for over four decades, through six months of a
revolution that is still on-going, and having its death poll rising every day,
its denizens have not given up on the pursuit of happiness yet.
I haven't experienced the days of the
uprising nor more than a year of its aftermath. Therefore, when I arrived to
Tripoli only a few months ago, I wasn't as tolerant about the situation in my
hometown as everyone around me appeared to be. I constantly found myself
criticizing and hating this country. Most of the people surrounding me
persisted that I would eventually enjoy and love Libya.
After all the drama that I have been
through, I started to believe that I will never get back that sense of national
pride I once had for " the free" Libya. However, as months flew by, I
began to enjoy the little things, and I suddenly realized that is what every
non-miserable person in Libya is doing.
Many Libyans have gotten accustomed to the
frequent power cuts, not the best Internet connection, terrible roads,
horrendous school system, and lawlessness of their nation. By accustomed
to, I mean they have either came up with
their own solutions for problems (the "Libyan way" as I like to call
it) or try to make moments pleasurable for themselves by cracking jokes about
the misfortune they are living in.
In
school, for example, my class had an educational contest with the other class,
and we won! The students that participated in the competition didn't get an
award nor an acknowledgement. To cheer them up, a couple of students used the
classroom door as a drum and began singing, then the whole class joined in.
This is just a short story that demonstrates how some people here try to make any eventless moment exciting and
enjoyable.
Libyans have provided this world with many
examples to prove that they just want to be happy. One of the best examples is
the night Libya won the Africa Cup; people poured to the streets that night and
celebrated. In addition, on the day of February 17, which is the day the
revolution started, people also went out, carried the Libyan flags, blasted on
revolutionary songs, set off fireworks, and once again celebrated! No, not
because Libya is perfect and flawless. But because after all this time, we are
still hopeful.
I have to admit, dwelling in Libya
sometimes makes you want to pack up everything and leave, but there is also
something that just holds you back. Though, if you encounter true Libyans in
the worst of times, you'll end up loving it here.
I heard this quote once that said, "
Happiness is a choice!" Living in this North African nation did indeed confirm
me that it is.
Libya; Then & Now!
By Nuha Dadesh
All
over the world, revolutions occur, and every revolution has its legacies.
I am a 15-year-old Libyan girl that left
Libya five and a half years ago since my father wanted to get his PhD in the
United States of America. My family and I left our extended family and
basically everything behind and started a new life in Dearborn, Michigan. When
I came back, I began to realize that Libya is the same old Libya.
Back when I was in Libya, school meant old
desks and chalk boards. Recess was a time of coming up with games to play
because none were offered. Teachers were allowed to physically and verbally
abuse the students. No one was excluded from the abuse unless you knew someone
who was in power. We were prearranged too many subjects in a school year. For
example, a fourth grader had at least six subjects ( besides the electives like
art and music ). Most Libyan students did not anticipate school.
School in Libya now means marker boards
and the same old desks. The school "cafeteria" consists of a dirty
area filled with sand and garbage. Teachers who want to hit the students are
still able to if they want; if you wanted to be excluded, bring someone important
that you know or someone with weapons. The same subjects are given, except for
the Gaddafi-related topics. Students nowadays are happy when they have days off
because of civil disobedience or when militias are stirring up trouble.
When temperatures are high in Libya,
students sweat in their classrooms and struggle to find a method to help them
stay cool due to the lack of air conditioners. While in the winter, students
sit in class freezing and waiting to go home because heaters are also not
available!
Note: there are some schools in Libya that
are modernized.
In conclusion, school is one of many
things that did not alter. Libya hasn't changed much for the average citizen.
Two main things changed though: the flag and the national anthem.
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