Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Extra Time


Sometimes, it just feels like there isn't enough time for the countless books I want to read, the movies I wanna watch, and the songs I wanna sing along and dance to. Sometimes 24 hours just isn't enough. #WishfulThinking

Time

Most would consider it hypothetical, but is it so? 
Time is a valuable, very real aspect one would only grasp at its understanding when it has drifted away from a grip on it.  
Time, measured in numerous units of hours,minutes, seconds, and even milliseconds, is capable of  controlling our minds; thinking of what it showed us in the past, what it has presented at this current  present, and what will it reveal in the not so promised, unknown future.. 
This magical and simultaneous  illusional reality is capable of transforming our inner selves into complete dichotomies 
 With its power of proving right from wrong and cleaving truth from lies, it controls us at every interval of itself. 


It is what determines our fates and destinies. It is what brings about coincidences -although I don't believe in such a faithless thing! It is eternally bound to our restless souls.. 

Love & Possession


The proverb, "If you love something, let it go" just wouldn't process in my brain. I thought about it over and over again over the years!Yet, I always find myself asking the same old question: wouldn't a person want someone to be their own if they truly loved them? Wouldn't a normal,loving person only desire the presence of those loved?


 Love and possession of the loved are coupled desires. Maybe, that's where the engagement ring tradition originated from! It ( the ring) gives the reassurance that your loved one is yours, which is sometimes a desperate intuitional need...

True LOVE

What really is the meaning of true love?? Is it even existent?  

I've been wondering if such a thing could exist between a couple who have never ever talked to each other. Not with real words at least: just with mere eye contacts that linger around after they've passed by each other and got lost in the crowd!
Is there a bond that has the capability to unite two souls by a magical thread of sheer luck. Fate? 
Is there this supernatural instinct that gives us the power of knowing when we really love someone whom we've never spoken to? Is there a synced heart rhythm that beats so spectacularly that lets a person know when he/she should give their heart to that someone that will either mend it or crush and shatter it ? 

I believe that this magical, heart-wrenching bond does exist! And you know why? Because Allah exists. My faith and belief in Him doesn't allow me to think of these feelings and thoughts as coincidence. Allah doesn't design and create things for us to believe in luck and coincidence! He designs everything with accuracy that can't be easily comprehended by the structure of our brains. So those feelings are true. True love is existent. There is a synched heart rhythm by couples all over the world; even between those  whom  yet to talk and get to know each other. 
But how can heartbreak be a realistic consequence out of true love ? How can hate evolve from love?
The irony of dichotomies is what I am intrigued by all the time. And it is an outcome that is existent when we forget about the creator of the beautiful things in life. When we get so caught up that we start following our own mind's reckless guidance and ignore his obligations and commandments. We are his slaves and when we submit to him fully, he can bestow upon us unfathomable blessings. But when we forget that it is only He who can bless us with such graciousness that we can get it taken away in a blink of an eye. 
So yes I believe in true love and an eternal happy ever after, but only under diligent obedience to the One who can give it to us in ways we can't even dream about ☺

Words_of_my_heart

  • I've been indulging in the enchantment of abstracts I once thought were only found in novels and fairy tales. 

Life!! CONTINUED...

But, what is thriving? What's success?
How do I come out all polished and clean out of a dirty mess ?
I hold back a river of tears
That have been forming for years!
But then I ask: why should I? 
I start to sob. I start to cry.
Holding on to faith isn't as easy as uttering words.
But I hold on tightly to it no matter how much it hurts !
Because in the end, nothing lasts forever,
And it's what'll  make me smile after this heart-wrenching endeavor.
What I pray will lead me to paradise;
Where I'll eternally settle and have nothing to despise. 

كم أحقد على الكذب و النفاق و الرياء         كم أكره سوء التفاهم و الكبرياء

 

أكاد لا  أتحمل قلة النضج و عدم المساواة     أرتجف بداخلي على حبٍ ضاع كالهباء    


كم أعشق الذكاء و اللطف                      حب هائل في داخلي للصدف

التي تجمع بيني و بين هؤلاء                  اللذين يضمدون جروحي

و أرواحهم  تعشق روحي                      هم لقلبي كالدواء